I think the reason I put up the Lucy picture is because right now I am trying to think happy thoughts and this was one of my favorite episodes.
Well let's see, where do I start, my surgery was canceled today because my EKG was irregular and I have to go see a heart specialist. (can't spell cardialogist) can't find it on aol dictionary. LOL I have been waiting for surgery for over a month and have been counting down the days. Now I have to wait another 5 days to find out about my heart. When my mom was alive she used to say that every time you go to the doctor they always find something wrong. She hardly ever went to the doctor.
With the holiday's coming I just wanted the surgery out of the way first of all to get rid of the pain and second so I would be able to enjoy Thanksgiving and Christmas. The torture of being on hold and not knowing is what is making me more and more depressed. Well, I think I will end for now. Have a great weekend. I am thinking of putting my journal public so maybe others out there can give me their opinion and thoughts.