It has been a really trying day. I went to court today. I was the first to see the judge. The states attorney was there. The judge asked why I was there since we paid the fine and I told him because they want to suspend my license for 90 days. I told him my husband asked for 90 day court supervision. The judge said you do not get court supervision with the ticket I received. He asked if I wanted to change my plea to not guilty and I told him no. So he called the next person's name. When I walked out of the court room my emotions took over. I started to cry. The baliff came over and another lady and handed me some kleenex. I really liked the baliff because we talked for about 30 minutes before the judge came in. She asked me what happened since she wasn't in the court room at the time and I told her. She asked me to wait in the hallway and that she would get the state's attorney to come and explain it to me. I waited and waited and then decided to go to the bathroom. When I came out I was just going to leave but he was waiting for me. He explained by saying that you are not a bad person but with the ticket I received they had to suspend my license for 90 days. I told him thank you and cried all the way home. I haven't cried like that in a long time. I guess I should be happy that I can drive my car until Feb. 18th.
Well it has been an emotional day and I think I will get my pajamas on and read some journals and see if maybe I could put a smile on my face.